Self-Destruct Mode

Self-Destruct Mode

I am broken beyond repair time to self-destruct

Now that I have gained control of my life

I must destroy what is left

I am broken beyond repair time to self-destruct

 

Sex, sex everywhere but this time I’m in control

I will use them for my pleasure and then let them go

Hurt for so many years just for his pleasure but not any more

Sex, Sex everywhere but this time I’m in control

 

Abandoned religion God hates me anyway

I will burn in hell for all I’ve done

So let’s throw a party now

Abandoned religion God hates me anyway

 

What is down is now up my world is all askew

So self-destruction is my only option

Knife to my wrist, deep upward cut

What is down is now up my world is all askew

 

Who will stop me one second before the end

Because it’s close counting down from ten

I really don’t want this but I see no other way

Who will stop me on second before the end

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About RisingFromTheAshesPoetry

I am a survivor of domestic violence and I write poetry: Wisdom once said put your life into verse Or your pain and suffering will only get worse He said put your thoughts into rhyme And the healing you seek will come in time
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